20 Things That Make Me Happy

~My kids~ their smiles, their laughter, their love, their bantering, their everything
~My dog just being his loving, little Gucci self
~My amazing boyfriend's love and thoughtfulness
~My daddy and his silliness. I have the best daddy in the world!! 
~My brother. He is the kind of man I hope my daughters marry one day.

~Brand new stuff. I love when things are brand new and look so pretty on display. It doesn't matter if it's kitchen towels or makeup or a shower curtain, or new clothes, or even new cleaning supplies or groceries. It just makes me happy to see everything displayed all new, nice, neat and orderly. 
~The crisp scent of the air in the fall
~For the room to be really cold and to be under a nice cozy blanket when I'm ready to sleep
~Random roadtrips
~When packages come in the mail for me

~Giving someone a gift that I know they are gonna love and getting to see that happy look on their face
~Puppies. Just laying on the floor and being crawled on by puppies.
~A clean, organized, smelling good home
~When someone give me presents. I love presents!
~The color pink

~Trying out a new recipe and it being a success
~Zen moments of just relaxing with a cup of tea
~Gucci dancing round in circles when I come home because he is so happy to see me
~One of those hugs that just envelop you and holds you just right and lets you know that everything is gonna be okay
~Seeing the view count on my blog rise. It make me feel accomplished and that makes me happy.

"All For You" A Poem

I am still not feeling so well so here is an old poem I wrote that I want to share for my daily blog.

When I look into the silvered glass

Who regretfully do I see

A person I don’t like anymore

This person unfortunately is me

I know I should be more positive

But around you it’s so hard

Your shallowness brings me down

My heart ripped apart and scarred

Never before had I so much self doubt

Always confident with who I am

Your opinions mean so much to me

Now my previous self seems such a sham

I long to gain your affections

What you say must be true

I’ll mold myself to what you need

I want to be perfect just for you

I’ll leave my safe haven

To follow you to lands far and unknown

Each day I’ll be desperately hoping

That maybe, in your heart, for me love has grown

I’ll never give up on you

For I Love You that much

Even though you make me despise who I am

I live every day hoping to feel your touch

You’re the reason I live

Why can’t you just wake up and see

I’m nothing, nobody

With or without you next to me

Original poem by me

Not sure when I wrote this