"All For You" A Poem

I am still not feeling so well so here is an old poem I wrote that I want to share for my daily blog.

When I look into the silvered glass

Who regretfully do I see

A person I don’t like anymore

This person unfortunately is me

I know I should be more positive

But around you it’s so hard

Your shallowness brings me down

My heart ripped apart and scarred

Never before had I so much self doubt

Always confident with who I am

Your opinions mean so much to me

Now my previous self seems such a sham

I long to gain your affections

What you say must be true

I’ll mold myself to what you need

I want to be perfect just for you

I’ll leave my safe haven

To follow you to lands far and unknown

Each day I’ll be desperately hoping

That maybe, in your heart, for me love has grown

I’ll never give up on you

For I Love You that much

Even though you make me despise who I am

I live every day hoping to feel your touch

You’re the reason I live

Why can’t you just wake up and see

I’m nothing, nobody

With or without you next to me

Original poem by me

Not sure when I wrote this